this is my notice of leaving DA for good. my mom has ruined my perfect world with the only person i wanted to be with. i have no chance of even talking to him to explain what the hell she did at all. i am never coming back.....ever. i'm sorry to all my firends out here but i can't stand thinking of this place or any other place like this. i'm giving up drawing and my writing. i'm even giving up my dream of becoming an author. i'm not going to go to college and i'll end up working at McDonalds for the rest of my life. my life is nothing without this person. not only am i leaving DA but i am going to leave this town i'm in and find some place else. some place far from my family and far from a radio. and since we're not together anymore, i don't know what i'm going to do........my urges to cut have come back and i need to burn something really bad. i am soo sorry for what i have put this person threw.